Is be Voyeur-ing

FAELLEN loves her Drama juniors.
FAELLEN is high over Drama.
FAELLEN hopes for a great year.
FAELLEN had ice-cream for dinner.

FAELLEN needs to go jogging.
FAELLEN needs to get moving.
FAELLEN needs the exercise.
FAELLEN is still sleeping.

FAELLEN wonders why she is typing this.
FAELLEN thinks no one will read this.
FAELLEN wonders about exhibitionists.
FAELLEN is aware of the Web's hit and miss.

Look at you, in this
Labyrinthine mess
Take heart and don't fly
too near the Sun.

Flame

It was what Cedric told Elyon
that made Taranee strong:
"She mustn't be provoked;
Fire is the most powerful
of the five strokes."

Everytime we're out, you have to be mentioned.
You have this effect on people.

And then, you have this effect on me: fuckingirritating.

When I first heard Secret Valentine, I had the shivers.
When I heard it again, I still had the shivers.

I wondered what the song reminded me about that was so eerie,
and then I remembered.
"Oh, you."

It's so bone-chilling, yet awe-insipiring.

I didn't ask, but this worry has been at the back of my head since forever.
And today, the doctor answered my question, without being asked!

Can you say, relief? (:
Thanks be to GOD :D

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow,
for tomorrow will worry about itself.
Each day has enough trouble of its own.
Matthew 6:34

Even if I go through the deepest darkness,
I will not be afraid, LORD,
for You are with me.
Your shepherd's rod and staff protect me.
Psalms 23:4

Baby, baby, when we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover and my best friend
All wrapped into one with a ribbon on it

And all of a sudden you went, left
I didn't know how to follow, it's like a shot
That spun me around and now my heart left
I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

And now I feel like, oh, you're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
I should've never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked into rehab
Baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby, you're my disease

I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

"Now ladies, gimme that
Oh, now gimme that
Now ladies, gimme that
Oh, now gimme that."

Rehab
Rihanna

LLAF

Thinking how you make me, make me fall
Changing, changing colours this fall
No ice-cream in the park
It's windy this fall.

Holding Fishes IV

Vacancy available:
Individual wanted to
tend to aquarium used
for fry. Should have
heart of stone and hands
to kill.
Further opportunites include
moving up to
bussing tables.

Holding Fishes III

The girl moved into
the sky,
ascending
sparkly
starry
staircase;
fingers gingerly touching
newly-made gills;
fingers clutching
tiny suitcase.

Holding Fishes II

Vacancy available:
Individual needed to
tend to aquarium in
the sky. Should have
tender loving care and
gills.
Further opportunities include
moving to prestigious
neighbourhood with living benefits.

Holding Fishes I

Powdered night:
She stared into the sky's soliloquy,

"I don't make wishes,
give wishes,
grant wishes,
just, holding fishes."

She signed,
"I don't want wishes,
wish wishes,
need wishes,
just, finding niches."

The stars danced,
"Then come see them,
calm them,
love them,
you, holding fishes."

Empty/

Split-second
Where we went
Apple-pie
isn't Heaven-sent

Red strawberry
Christmas merry
Noisy night
and bourgeoisie happy

Movie still
Tall dark hill
I love you
Move to kill

Hollycouver

We blow out 16 candles
on our 15th birthday
Take our first steps
on our 2nd birthday;

Run 6 rounds
on our 13th birthday
Drive home from the gym
on our 18th birthday;

We say
Hello, to Hollycouver
on our very last birthday.

Hereshire's

Egrod Hereshire had a pet
and a very fine one she was.
Never doing what she was not let
nor never having to subject to force.

He took her out for walks
and bought her things
It was a pity she could not talk
some said, "When alone, she sings."

Once upon a day of unfortunate,
Egrod lost his temper;
Upon his pet he unleashed his hate,
and she simply sat, swallowing all 'ere.

This, my friend, is the story,
a leaf from the book of Egrod's life.
Pray, for said gentle willowery,
for they are husband and wife.

Floors

I moved from the 5th floor to the
6th
looking upon my neighbour upstairs
and my buyer downstairs
in
envy.

Then I move;
the 6th is where
daggers are pushed and pulled
by me.

Candy is dandy,
but liqour is quicker.

I don't blame you for being you
But you can't blame me for hating it
So say, what are you waiting for?
Kiss her, kiss her
I set my clocks early 'cause I know I'm always late.

A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More "Touch Me"
Fall Out Boy

Bhalkony

Never thought
that I should find fear in your eyes
pink in my lounge
and red in my kitchen
trailing to the backyard
ephemeral stains staying
beyond the apple tree's growth.

Can you please leave me alone?

I don't understand - you have one friend and two other friends in your class.
Why are you always bothering me?

Can. you. please. keep. her. away. from. me.

She's always calling, smsing, coming around,
asking me stupid things.

I asked Ma, why do people like her do things like this?
And she said, "Must be the two of them always talk in class lah, that's why both of them also don't know anything."

What did I say? Match made in heavenll.

I haz a Plurk nao. And I likes it.
Plurk is going to help me spam blog. More.

Don't bother to read. Or my karma's just going to go downdowndown.

You Are Basil

You are quite popular and loved by post people.
You have a mild temperament, but your style is definitely distinctive.
You are sweet, attractive, and you often smell good.

What Spice Are You?

You Are Made Of Wit, Flirtation, and Courage



3 parts Wit
2 parts Flirtation
1 part Courage

And a splash of Sexiness

Licenced to kill.

What's the Recipe for Your Personality?

In Ashire, trees are taller than me, but I can still reach them.
In Ashire, we have spontaneous carnivals.
In Ashire, sometimes there are no boys.
In Ashire, I don't love you.
In Ashire, there is no you.

Dream and reality blurred,
We scribble down the beauty of
the other land.
Tune in, tune out,
halt;
this is the wrong world!
And then we shake, shiver,
turn and watch:
If red hearts beep in
fragile coincidence,
whitewashed perfection and
sugared innocence,

Abhor me.

I just really don't know what to say about you anymore.

Just a couple of zookeepers.

You Are Sun



You have a past history of being secretive and deceptive.
You're the type of person who will protect yourself at all costs.

While you can be crafty when you need to, you are usually giving, friendly, and likable.
You truly care for other people, and you are very sensitive.

People tend to underestimate you. You seem like a fragile flower, but you're not.

You are gutsy and clever. You have a way of getting what you want without anyone noticing.

Hmm. Really?

Who Are You on LOST?

You Would Win Best Costume Design



You are imaginative, artistic, and very unique. You are a natural designer.
You can picture entire movies in your head. You are incredibly visual.

As long as you can remember, you've always had a flare for fashion. You like to experiment with looks.
You like dressing up in costumes and outfits. And not just for Halloween!

Mmm, Oscars.

What Would You Win an Oscar For?

"You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy...
and make it you."
"Your ability to make dreams come true is strong."

EXTRA! EXTRA!
Edward Cullen is in our school.


Yes. Giggle. Laugh. Scream. Shout. Faint.
But, don't forget to be afraid.

M-i-s-o-g-y-n-i-s-t-i-c.

I had to open my mouth. And she had to say my name.
You don't usually say my name!

"What are you writing your paper on?"
"Whether Shakespeare's treatment of women is misogynistic."

Sometimes, all there is left to say is "Fuck". Really.

I've lost count of the numerous parallels we have in the literary world.

But this, this is the ultimate. This, I cannot ignore, put away, flush down the bowl. Pish, A level text!

Iago and Desdemona have broken the record.
Must remember not to write "I" on my exam script.

The number one deadly sin for men is lust.
The number one deadly sin for women is pride.

Hold,
This time the lady will not die;
aye, 'tis not murder to bring her down,
Let it be known: nothing shalt!
She who is fair and witty, hath anger
and wrath unawakened.
Blend of deceit, brand of steel,
'til darkness cover, then killed is thou.
Ollehto

Let's play.

A Dreamer I am.
And suited to my dream careers. :D

Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.

How is it that a couple of bitches and a smattering of slight idiots can turn a sane person into a complete fool?

Easily, is how so.
I know this, because I've seen this, but also because I've felt this.

Oh, fuck.
This is not funny.

But maybe I'll do that play instead.

Operation MYMM;
in five, four, three, two,

One.

Intuitive? Or psychic?
Maybe, same as same does.

You Are a Maine Coon Cat



You tend to be loving and playful around your family and friends.
But when you're around strangers you tend to be a bit reserved.

You are intuitive. You understand human emotions well. A-haha.

You do best when you are around people. You don't like being left alone.

Oh yeah.
(Catgirl, go take this quiz.)

What Breed of Cat Are You?

And work,
And work,
And work,
And work,
And work,
And work.

Why don't you care.
I'm just too tired to get angry; too tired to swear.

Use only one word answers! It's not as easy as you might think.
Really tests your vocabulary.


1. Where is your cell phone?
Table.

2. Your significant other?
Dead.

3. Your hair?
Disobedient.

4. Your favorite thing?
Blankie.

5. Your dream last night?
Fear.

6. Your favorite drink?
Water.

7. Your dream/goal?
Psychologist (:

8. What room you are in?
Living.

9. Your hobby?
Painting.

10. Your fear?
Mortal.

11. Where do you want to be in 6 years?
NUS :D

12. Where were you last night?
Asleep.

14. Wish list item?
Pointes.

15. Where you grew up?
Bedok.

16. Last thing you did?
Phoned.

17. What are you wearing?
Clothing.

18. Your TV?
Neglected.

19. Your pets?
Non-existent.

20. Friends?
Loved :D

21. Your life?
Rocks!

22. Your mood?
Serene.

23. Missing some one?
Yes!

24. Car?
Unwanted.

25. Something you're not wearing?
Socks.

26. Your favorite store?
Borders.

27. Your favorite color?
Chocolate.

28. When was the last time you laughed?
Afternoon.

29. Last time you cried?
Wednesday.

30. Who will resend this?
Rachel?

31. One place that I go to over and over?
Ashire.

32. One person who emails me regularly?
__?

33. Favorite place to eat?
Mama's!

Dear V,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but you're a loser. I think I realized it first of May at the mental hospital when I saw you hit on my avocado plant. I'm sure you're mongolic enough to understand how boring you are (now that I'm finished with you). I'm returning your love letters to you, but I'll keep my virginity as a memory. You should also know that I get sick when I think of our friendship.

Go burn,
Ca


Letter MEME taken from somewhere. This girl's letter rocks.
"...when I saw you hit on my avocado plant."

Why, of course you are.

"Nevertheless they seem to reach a plateau of relative contentment, and can almost enjoy the game of deception."

CXXXVIII
When I swear that I am made of truth
My love believes me, though he knows I lie
That he might think me some untutor'd youth,
Unlearned in the world's false subtleties.
Thus vainly he thinks me young,

Although I know his days are past best.

Simply I credit our false speaking tongues:
On both sides thus is simple truth suppress'd.

But wherefore says I not I am unjust?
And wherefore say not he that he is old?

O, love's best habit is in seeming trust,
And age in love loves not to have years told:
Therefore I lie with him and he with me,
And in our faults by lies we flatter'd be.


Happy Valentine's Day.

Happy Birthday Catgirl :D

You Are WTF?



As far as you're concerned, the internet is getting weirder and weirder.
And you're the type of person who can never look away, no matter how bizarre or gross something is.

No doubt about it, there are some pretty deeply disturbing people out there. And they are totally shameless!
You can't help but say, "What the f*?" There really is no other appropriate reaction.

It's beginning to look a lot like it.

What Internet Slang Are You?

Tomorrow is the last day;
14th the adieu.

Will you find someone new?

Just about one word sums up today: f-u-c-k.
Fuck you, for saying such infuriating things.
Fuck you, for being the bitch you are.
Fuck you, go to any CCA you want. See if I care.
Fuck you, wear your favourite colour. See if I care.
Fuck you, for basing your whole life on her.
Fuck you (no, actually, thank you) for using your high class paints. Do I have to reimburse you?
Fuck you, stupid clothing.
Fuck you, for openly dissing me (in front of me).
Fuck you, go to hell.
Fuck you, for pining the peg to my tshirt.
Fuck you, why didn't you just go home early like you did the other time?
Fuck you.

Actually, no amount of cursing can reiterate my anger.

Thank goodness for some bright light.
Thank you, for lending us the logistics.
Thank you for being such brilliant people and winning Jeopardy!
Thank you, for helping us to clear the stage.
Thank you, for giving us mikes on such short notice.
Thank you, for walking through this with me.
Thank you, for signing up!
Thank you for being such sporting people.
Thank you for running the event so well.
Thank you for your well wishes.
Thank you!

See, the amount of shit you two do surpasses the greatness of others.
Congratulations are in order.

Fuck. But hey, it's over (:


Disclaimer
Yes, this is the first time I'm cursing so liberally.
Yes, I'm being vulgar.
But
No, I'm not depressed/emo/unable to control my anger.
No, I have not changed.
No, I don't feel I have to apologise, even though it's a sensitive word.
Because
This is how i let it out. (:

On the other hand;
Fall Out Boy's in Singapore! :D

Fuck you.

What if you had only one doll
and I took it away?

Still doll.

What's wrong with them guys? (snigger)

Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
I wants it.

You Are a Blue Crayon



Your world is colored in calm, understated, deep colors.
You are a loyal person, and the truest friend anyone could hope to find.
On the inside, you tend to be emotional and even a bit moody.
However, you know that people depend on you. So you put on a strong front.

Your color wheel opposite is orange. Orange people may be opinionated, but you feel they lack the depth to truly understand what they're saying. Oh yeah.

Bluue. What's new.

What Color Crayon Are You?

Your Inner Child Is Surprised



You see many things through the eyes of a child.
Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.
You cherish all of the details in life.
Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

Okay, now I really wonder what happened.

How Is Your Inner Child?

You Were an Outgoing Kid



When you were a kid, you had no problem expressing yourself.
There's a good chance you started talking early - and never stopped!

You had a lot of friends, and unlike most kids, you weren't shy around adults.
You were well adjusted and confident. You enjoyed speaking up and participating.

Makes you wonder what happened.
But, I think, I'm getting some of it back.

What Kind of Kid Were You?

"I want to be my own person. Just like that girl!"

FYI, I slapped her.

Tomorrow, (snigger), tomorrow.

Today, (snigger), today.
Four months, (snigger), four months.

25 Randomizations About Me
[If you're tagged then you must do it, hence I got cursed :D]

1. I'm afraid of being alone.
2. Randomizing is good. Helps you win Toto. And 4D.
3. I get jealous at the drop of a hat.
4. I live in my own world half the time I'm on Earth.
5. FYI, that world is 100% my creation. :D
6. I like to use the term FYI.
7. I'm constantly adding to my created world.
8. I'm constantly creating new worlds.
9. I'm constantly creating new worlds to live in.
10. I'm typing-dyslexic. I tend to tpey lkei tihs.
11. Must I hit 25?
12. Some people liking something can make me hate that thing. Though I loved it first.
13. I think, if I have twin girls next time, I'll name them Natalie and Natasha.
14. I can't stand Westernisation. Or Westernization. Either way it's an English word.
15. Bigotry. Mmm.
16. Tastes good.
17. I don't know if I hate you.
18. Will be one of the best years of my life.
19. Seven more to go.
20. If I have a car, I want it in hot pink.
21. I want to be a writer when I grow up.
22. And a psychologist.
23. I need more time.
24. Will be when I (want to) get married.
25. See the eternal sunshine of the spotless mind?

1. Put iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
When I See an Elephant Fly (Disney)
[Awesome. I should start using this on some people.]

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Tattoo (Jordin Sparks)
[I do not.]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Guardian Angel (Red Jumpsuit Apparatus)
[So. True. Like. OMG.]

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Won't Go Home Without You (McFly)
[Maybe in the past. Not now.]

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
He Wasn't (Avril Lavigne)
[What?]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Too Much to Ask (Avril Lavigne)
[What?!]

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
I'll Remember You (No Secrets)
[Trying to stop this. And doing very well.]

WHAT IS 2+2?
Candyman (Christina Aguilera)
[Candy makes Math fun :D ]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Wait for You (Elliot Yamin)
[Yup!]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Your Love is a Lie (Simple Plan)
[So. True. Like. OMG.]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Just Wanna Be With You (HSM3)
[It is not.]

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
He Said She Said (Ashley Tisdale)
[I guess listening to people's problems could be called that.]

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Take a Bow (Rihanna)
[So. True. Like. OMG.]

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Stop & Stare (OneRepublic)
[Am I very surprising?]

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Who Am I (Casting Crowns)
[Hey, not bad.]

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Lips of an Angel (Hinder)
[I was so hoping for Helena to come up.]

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
There is Life Outside Your Apartment (Avenue Q)
[Can you say, irrelevance?]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Bleeding Love (Leona Lewis)
[Guess you could see it that way (: ]

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Still There For Me (HSM3)
[If it's the wrong person. Oh, horror.]

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Let Go (Boys Like Girls)
[Hey, not bad.]

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Dare You to Move (Switchfoot)
[Maybe, just maybe.]

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Voice of Truth (Casting Crowns)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Welcome to Wherever You Are (Bon Jovi)
[Actually I think the above two should switch.]

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
The Fight (Ashdown)
[Eh, bad omen.]

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
There's a Fine, Fine Line (Avenue Q).
[If you mean cliche-ness, yes.]

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Love Makes the World Go Round (PPG)
[Ah.]

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Because of You (Kelly Clarkson)
[Hmm.]

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Barney Theme Song
[!!!]

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
When You Believe
[...you get a lot of So. True. Like. OMG. ]


I tag Anybody. Anybody, please do this quiz.

Why do we debate to implement laws to prevent multiple births in developed countries,
and do close to nothing about the ever-growing populations in the developing?

Jogging up this fine architecture
Who do we run into, people
Hands of barbarous brawl
The autumn of defeated fall

If stairs hold names
Bannisters take care of you
Then only the people push you down
Only people push you down

The heart of me finds the ghost of you
Huddling in its soul; break the shell
Times of black pools hidden
Miss the tad much too happy smile

If stairs hold names
Bannisters take care of you
Then only the people push you down
Only people push you down

Only people push you down
Only people push you down
Only people push you down


They Name Their Kid After You, After Killing You
Draft Autosaved

"If stairs hold names" reminds me of Tiak (:

I think, this place is full of outcasters and outcasts.

CBLtcoy? :/

Today's lecture made me want to blog like a normal person.

Did you see that?
And that?
And again!
There, he did it, again!

Can I laugh now?

Invent Life.

Knocking on the bottle cap
She said, careful, carefully
He's a classic
You look basic

But, I said
I know how this time

If anything, sister
I'm learning the art now

Double back, double back
The circuit gets an intersection
Just to see how stupid you'd be getting
I'm curling my fingers around your hooves

Sway me, play me, kiss me, you
You want to cry carefully
No airline gives
Out sob bags

Oh, baby
Oh, you make me laugh

If anything, woman
You're getting stupid too

Double back, double back
The circuit gets an intersection
Just to see how stupid you'd be getting
I'm curling my fingers around your hooves
Just to see how stupid you'd be getting
I'm curling my fingers around your hooves


Who'd Think That I'd Make You Jump
Draft Autosaved

Learn the art of assassination,
How to Kill an Ass.

Thnks fr th Mmrs.
He tastes like you, only sweeter.

I really want to see...
how fucking stupid you can actually get.

There is just about one song to listen to when talking to you.

The song.
:D *smile*

Aleina is quite happy for me. (:
And she hopes I get it done this time.
And she prays I'll be well and careful.

When I see you cry, I just smile.

Can I laugh now?