masquerade; paper faces on parade

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

No more talk of darkness,
forget these wide-eyed fears;
I'm here, nothing can harm you,
my words will warm and calm you.
Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry your tears;
I'm here, with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you.

Say you'll love me ev'ry waking moment;
turn my head with talk of summertime.
Say you need me with you now and always;
promise me that all you say is true,
that's all I ask of you.

Let me be your shelter,
let me be your light;
you're safe, no one will find you,
your fears are far behind you.

All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night;
and you, always beside me,
to hold me and to hide me.

Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime;
let me lead you from your solitude.
Say you need me with you, here beside you,
anywhere you go, let me go too,
that's all I ask of you.

Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime.
Say the word and I will follow you.

Share each day with me, each night, each morning.

Say you love me...

You know I do.

Love me, that's all I ask of you.

Anywhere you go let me go too

Love me...that's all I ask of you.

11:25 AM

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Tomorrow's Sunday; we enter the last week before the biggie Os.
Everyone's going to be non-existent soon; excuse me while I go be non-existent myself! xD

When You Believe
Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seemed like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full, I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way clear through the rain
A small, but still, resilient voice
Says help is very near

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

11:22 AM

Monday, October 8, 2007

My PHS Class of 2007 Graduation Service photos are finally up on Flickr!

*click*
4Faith07 photos
2Integrity05 photos

7:32 AM

Saturday, October 6, 2007

GRADUATION SERVICE
CLASS OF 2007

A million thoughts and memories ran through my head during the service. It's impossible to write it all down; I wish I could, but it'd take forever.

So I'll just list a few of them...

STILL
We sang this at the PHS Opening Ceremony. The OC was a big ceremony for me; I was only in Secondary One, I only just started school at PHS! Hence this song is very special to me. And that's not counting its meaningful lyrics and calming tune that speak to me. :)

WEILI'S LETTER

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I'm so touched by this letter. *wipes tears* Yes, Weili, I shall always remember you as my first friend in PHS! And I do wonder what would happen if we didn't sit next to each other that first time. It's almost like fate we did. :D

FRIENDS 4EVA!
LOVE YOU!
MISS YOU!
THANK YOU!

THE DRAGONFLY

PHS gave us dragonfly- and bumblebee-topped pens as graduation gifts.
Pretty~~

MEMORIES
Rachel, Mich, yuting and I walked around the school after the service for a PHOTO-WALK. :) Nice to see memories flooding back; plus ALL of them are good ones!

Once upon a time, a Panda fell in here. He dirtied his fur and got a few bruises. Let this be a lesson to all Pandas everywhere: don't attempt pond-leaping. xD

B-E-A-UTIFUL!

This is one of the quirkiest photos I've ever taken. By pure luck, I've captured a bit of myself, a bit of the PAR and a bit of what's behind me.

11 GREAT PEOPLE IN (MY) PHS HISTORY
Cindy Chang Germaine Chua Chung Yong Shan
Chen Chueh Ching Foo Weili Janet Tan Michelle Chiu
King Rachel Chan Yuting Joel Fan Sim Jiang Wei

They say you make the best friends in your secondary school days. Friends you will keep for life. These are my lot of life-time friends; hope we'll keep in touch! :)

So we both look sleepy. Hey, it was in the morning. :)

Ger only likes me for my camera. xD

My darling Valerie, Beatrice and all other Dance juniors: I will miss you girls! <3

OMG MURDEROUS :)

Mich! 不要想不开！And don't you dare attempt pond-leaping either. :D

Kua si mi ah?

JUMP FOR JOY!

Panda Club! *meow*

TEACHERS

THE FARMER
the Farmer readily tends
to the garden plots
he gives his best

for seeds planted yesterday
gentle care and watering
helps them grow to their best

for the seedling growing steadily
some fertilizer to spur it on
a little pruning for excellence

finally the Farmer sows
a handful of new seeds
and gives them the first drink of water

dear Teachers
are you not like
the Farmer?

you make sure
you give us your best
so we may give our best too

you take care of
all types of learners
beginners to experts are under your wing

a gentle word, a listening ear
a little encouragement…

thank you.

3:28 PM

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

All prelim results back already.

Relieved that my L1R5 is back to normal, but hoping to do better. Apparently they aren't good enough for someone(s!), and since today's horoscope affirms my determination to prove myself, I shall show you. :)

I regret not calling myself stupid, which would then mean you as well.

*wishes for a magic wand to zap all my B3s into A2s*

Anyway, on-going debate between 2 halves of myself about the perpetual question: Poly or JC?

Ooh, it's driving me mad. I don't want to stress for 2 years straight; I don't see myself being happy that way. But I don't want to lose out on Honours in Psychology @ NUS either.

Decisions decisions! Bless me in making the right one. :)

Overwhelming urge to crawl into a dark, warm cupboard where no one can reach me and I feel safe. Told you I'm autistic.

p.s.: AM is a D7 as usual! NUCLEAR you must help me ah! xD

8:05 AM