masquerade; paper faces on parade

Thursday, August 30, 2007

It's called freedom.

Braces are off! I can smile now!

But I met a jinx! 扫把星！

My dentist has been changed without anyone telling me. The new dentist took out my braces. Lo and behold, the darn instrument broke and I swallowed the metal bit.

*gulp*

They good lah! X-ray after X-ray, appointments, confusion...I stayed at the dentist's for 3 hours+++!

Roar. The new dentist is SUAI REN.

10:21 AM

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Roar.
Lin is pissed.

A big thank you and LOVE to weili, mich, yuting & king; you guys helped me take my mind off things. :)

1:53 PM

Sunday, August 12, 2007

HEAD COLD :(

my nose is runny.
my ears are blocked up.
my hands are clammy.
my feet are cold.
my head is spinning.

5:09 AM

Friday, August 10, 2007

By the way, my latest favourite music genre is ROCK.

bury me; bury me~

7:33 AM

CARNIVAL ROCKED!!!

No, really, I just lied.

Sure, there were great times. Preparation for MUACKS was the best. I love my dance juniors <3

And Weili rocked at the concert =DD
I'm sorry I didn't get any photos!! D:

But there were so many times when I just thought to myself, "I want to go home. Now."
Two years seems like a long time, when really it is a snap in time.

It was just a reconstruction of scenes.

Granted, the roar of pain in my heart at the sight and sound of the memories was greatly lessened, but it's still there nevertheless.

I'm just glad the whole event is over.

6:08 AM

Thursday, August 9, 2007

曾经有一段时候, 我身旁有一个人存在。除了妈，只有这个人最了解我。

当我开心的时候，这个人明白为什么。
当我不快乐的时候，这个人的微笑足够哄我开心。
当我心情不好的时候，第一个可以看得出就是这个人。

有了这个人在我身边，生命仿佛少了点苦，多了点甜。

想念这个人对我的关心。。。

2:59 PM

Thursday, August 2, 2007

thank you, God.

You said once, that if You brought me to it, You would bring me through it. And indeed, I have come through the dark valley, unhurt and whole. I really thank you so much for that.

I have been without real happiness for the past half of my life. That is a long time. But you've showed me the way to the simplicity of smiles, friendship and everything about love I never knew before.

I'm really in the clouds now; nothing can bring me down. I'm grateful.

sing Hosanna to the King of Kings~

12:39 PM

Until the day I can proudly say, "I don't need you.", I will not rest. This whole headache has been eating away at me for more than 3 years now; I am close to slipping away.

Patience; I owe her so much.

I don't need you.

12:31 PM

我曾说过，至到我能大声说出“我不需要你”这五个字，我不会放心的。因为这整件事已慢慢地让我不知所措，弄得我昏了头，天天都不知道是在做什么。

耐心，它对我好好。

我不需要你。

12:31 PM

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

Happy Birthday to Weili aka Kazhua!

See how nice I am, putting your name big big in ORANGE. Haha!

We baked a cake for her. Nice people we are, I must say.

Joking!

We = King, Mich, Jess, Yuting and me. XD

Wish you all the best in the coming years girl, may you always be happy! Smile more; don't emo! :)

10:22 AM