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only peace.



Wednesday, March 15, 2006

What are the feelings
of one
about to reach
Heaven's Door?
Sad
or happy
sad to leave his family
but happy to meet God
And so
I guess
dying isn't half as painful
as a heart-break
Knowing there is no
hope to be
trying to forget
to let go
But how can I do that?
My fingers
glued to the fake glimmer of hope
that he'll one day come back
Of course
that is never possible
I know it too, in my heart
but I just refuse to believe
They say
if you love someone
let him
go
If he comes back
he's yours
if he doesn't
he was never yours to be
I know that
if I let him go now
he'll never come back
he was never mine to be
They also say
if you truly love someone
the greatest thing you want
is for him to be happy
I have let him go
no, rather
he has left me
but he will always be in my heart
People say
it is never over
until he's married
but tell me
Which girl who has had her heart broken before
can believe that?
If he has left
He has left
3:12 PM



Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Imagine
God appears
to you
one night

He tells you
he has work for you
shows you a large rock
which you must push

So this you do
day after day
from sun up till down
you toil

Your shoulders
squarely set against
you heave the rock
with all your might

Many years past
you feel discouraged
your whole day
spent in vain

Taking advantage
the Adversary
decides to enter
placing thoughts in your weary mind

Giving you
the impression
of an impossible task
and a failure you

Days pass
you decide to take matters
in your own hands
hence you pray

You ask your Lord
why after labouring long
and hard
you haven't budged the rock?

The Lord smiles
when He asked you to push the rock
never once did he
expect you to move it

You feel your strength wasted
but is it really?
look closer at yourself
how you've grown!

Your arms
strong and muscled
your back
sinewy and brown

Your hands
calloused
your legs
massive and hard

But
you were obedient
exercised your faith
trusted in His wisdom

Now
he will
move the
rock

Sometimes when we hear God
we tend to use our own
intelligence to decipher
what he wants

Although what
he merely desires
is an act of
faith and obedience from us

By all means
exercise the faith and trust
but know that at the end of the day
it is God who moves the mountain
S.A.L.T inspirated
9:31 AM



Monday, March 6, 2006

The cold that I feel
cannot be warmed
The heat that I feel
cannot be cooled
The exhaustion that I feel
cannot be rested
The spin that I feel
cannot be steadied
The pain that I feel
cannot be helped
The tears that I roll
cannot be stopped
The emptiness that I feel
cannot be filled
The silence that I feel
cannot be broken

My world comes to a standstill
when the only way I can still be with you is through your messenger name
8:00 AM




Because of my attitude
Because of my behaviour
Because of my character
Because of my desire
Because of my everything
Because of my freaking names
Because of my girl-unlike
Because of my haughtiness
Because of my ignorance
Because of my jabbering
Because of my klutzy ways
Because of my lapses
Because of my mediocrity
Because of my nihil
Because of my outrageousness
Because of my pathetic me
Because of my quibbles
Because of my rebellion
Because of my social flaws
Because of my terrible words
Because of my untidyness
Because of my vanity
Because of my wants
Because of my xtras
Because of my yelps
Because of my zilch


You have left me


I don't care if you anti me
I don't care if you bitter me
I don't care if you care about me
I don't care if you dislike me
I don't care if you evade from me
I don't care if you fake feelings about me
I don't care if you go away
I don't care if you heartbreak me
I don't care if you injure me
I don't care if you judge me
I don't care if you keep away from me
I don't care if you leave me
I don't care if you mollycoddle her
I don't care if you notice her so much
I don't care if you opinion me
I don't care if you pick her over me
I don't care if you quote me
I don't care if you reach your dreams
I don't care if you scowl at me
I don't care if you tattle on me
I don't care if you use me
I don't care if you value me
I don't care if you wholeheartedly come back
I don't care if you xceed xpectations
I don't care if you yell for help
I don't care if you zonk out


How can I possibly do that?
A broken heart can't care much.
7:53 AM



Friday, March 3, 2006

last night
i had a dream
i saw the Lord
and he said to
follow him

no words He spoke
yet i understood
abide His word
i did
with all my heart

he brought me
to my school
and i was puzzled
between the rooms i was
i asked why

he put a finger
to his lips
and merely
said
watch

you came out
and then she
you said something
i couldn't hear
and you took her hand

i didn't have to hear
what you said
i understood
by your actions
my hopes were lost

i suddenly felt so cold
so cold
it didn't help that
she was my
friend

throughout the movie
i laughed and joked
with my friends
it was all fake
and the cold continued

when we came out
i couldn't stand
the cold anymore
i bit my lip and turned my head
for the tears had begun

the Lord gently spoke
to tell me to look up
i followed
and I saw you
why did the Lord make it so?

the moment I saw you
I felt a bit better
i now see His reason
you wouldn't look at me
i wouldn't dare hope again

in the pink morning sky
I awoke
to find that
it was all not a Dream
but a Reality

i couldn't bring myself
to believe it
i thought all the while
it was a Rumour
but i was deceiving myself

i now understood
the reason behind
the other Dream
so many nights ago
so it was a Warning
1:42 PM




today I was reading
the newspaper when
I chanced upon
this article


Girl Dies Of Broken Heart
At about 12.25pm today, a young girl was found dead, facing the East. According to eye-witnesses, she passed out after hearing a tragic piece of news from her friends concerning two people. She died shortly after. Paramedics arrived and pronounced her dead, of a broken heart, at 12.30pm.


just thought you'd like to know.
12:02 PM




Is our love not like the wine of the vineyard?
If left out in time and sun, it will be more worth tasting.
Is our love not like the midnight sky?
The darker the night, the brighter the stars.
Is our love not like the salmon's life?
Endurance and determination, all in the name of love.
Is our love not like a burning passion for love itself?
Always so strong, yet, never fully satisfied.
Love is many;
You are none.
You ask me what is love;
I say it is something we will never have.
from Joolee's blog
10:16 AM


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